19 Lessons I Learned In 19 Years

As I lay in bed, staring up at the stars lining my roof; I find myself reflecting back on my childhood, when I layed in the same position looking at the same glow in the dark stars in a room filled with pink and fluffy. I’m not sure how I went from the curly haired, […]

Independance teaches you to love the rain

The truth about being independent is that it hurts sometimes. And when I say it hurts, I mean the kind of hurt that twists your soul and scrapes your joy down to the brim… Because when the curly haired, blue eyed boy you’ve written all your poems about, tells you with a smile on his […]

19 Lessons I learned in 2019.

2019 was the year I can’t quite label, can’t quite find the right words for. It was not spectacular, nor was it rock bottom. For me personally, I grew a lot in 2019. I graduated, learned a little more about what makes my soul tick, gained new relationships, lost others. In 2019 I became independant […]

I’m Taking Back my Effort

You took my heart, and created splinters out of flowers so no hands could ever hold my heart without being stabbed. You took the salts from my body with every tear I shed, took happiness and made it live for only you, and then you ripped my self confidence right from my palms. But I’m […]

Healing

I’ve learned that healing is not instant. I’ve learned that my characteristics, and the art kept inside my heart, is prone to sadness. It’s pretty shitty; the fact I’m unstable simply because of the only things I love about myself. I’m unstable because I trigger my deepest thoughts and feelings on a daily basis. I’m […]

18 Lessons I Learned In 18 Years

18 is that year you are finally considered an “adult.” 18 is that time in everyone’s life, where we are confused and anxious about what are lives hold in store for us. We are broke, exhausted, and unsure of whether to go to school, work for awhile, or travel. 18 is the year of experimenting, […]

If You Don’t Love Me..

If you don’t love me, then it’s time for you to let me go. If you don’t love me, it’s time to let us drift away. I hear your name in a million voices everyday. I answer the same questions about what we are, and it breaks my heart every time. So if you don’t […]

2018.

Dear 2018, This is not your typical letter of lust towards the memories of the past year. This is a breakdown of feelings, my feelings. This is a letter I am trying to write with passion, and language readers will not spend hours attempting to decipher. This is me, in my purest form. I am […]

You Matter.

I want you to know you matter. With my heart on my sleeve, a bouquet of flowers in hand, and a smile to warm your chaotic mind, I want you to know you matter. This thought running laps in my brain is for you. For anyone who needs it, or anyone who is lacking the […]

Learning To Take Criticism

Recently I wrote an essay for my English teacher. I’ve always loved to write essays, usually depending on the topic of choice. The essay I was assigned to write was filled with challenge and passion all in one piece of writing. I suppose that is the beautiful thing about writing; the large range of emotions […]